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Fearing my name by between-tears, literature

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Fearing my name

Never ask why I fear my name Nobody wanted to know. And nobody cared. A nation dying A girl crying A woman lying What could have been worth trying. Never ask why I fear my name. Something lies inside it. And somethings don't. A weak man drowning A boy frowning A spirit flying, I could have been worth trying. What did I become, Fearing my name. And you feared the same. Never accepting the line An edge of reality A crossroad in life, where you chose no path. A nation still is dying And nothing else's worth trying.

My beast of the night by between-tears, literature

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My beast of the night

Calm rain, Listen to my pain... I want to confess I love life less and less... Oh beautiful rain, Listen to my pain Falling from the sky, This is how I want to die: The beast of the night, The suffocating light I want a painful laughter in my ears My own, blurring out along with tears The ecstasy of one’s breath drown The daemon in my dream and frown The jesus of another rock I want to die before you talk To feel the heat of your last shot The agony of all once brought. Listen rushing rain Take my flag down a drain This is how I want to die: In the closing of a lie.

Agony by between-tears, literature

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Agony

Panting, panting fast, running. Look back, look front, run. Run. Keep running, go on. Look back. See no one. Run. Run. Run. Panting fast. Look back. You must go on. Run faster. And your eyes can see no more. Run don't stop! You can't stop. Keep running. Run! Don't look back now, don't look back! Blast. It wasn't a gun shot. It wasn't a pain on your back. Don't fall down, keep running. The dirt in your hands, the pain on your back. You stopped running. Panting fast. Grab the dirst, get away. You must get away, panting fast. You stopped running. Heart beats, beats, beats. Louder, your ears can't hear your eyes can't see.

People by between-tears, literature

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People

Is there any reason Why I write these words? Is there any meaning In standing this world? When you look deep In your lover's eyes Don't you just see The endless goodbyes? Don't you see hate, don't you see fears? Have you looked when they are full of tears? Have you tried to stand up for a friend Even if he's wrong, when was that not a trend? I don't care about them. I just don't give a shit. But no one has cared For my mind's little cript. What is inside Why my eyes hurt so bad what is the worng And why am I always sad? Maybe I don't know. The reasons, the why. But maybe I just don't wanna live in a Lie.

I tell you by between-tears, literature

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I tell you

'Tis the great monster, I tell you. Its huge defining existence. It piles in me, I tell you. With hot boiling tears. 'Tis the creator of nightmares, I tell you. The bitter Sandman of my kind. He lives in clouds of dust, I tell you... Of cold and paranoid fears. 'Tis the wicked witch, I tell you, the one who cast the spell. And now I'm under curse, I tell you, To rage, filling endless years.

The nights by between-tears, literature

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The nights

It's one of those nights Your ghosts of a future war keep haunting me One of those nights I need them daunting me. Those nights, The nights that darkness seems to close all warmth within Yet you welcome her like a friend, under your skin. Those nights, The nights you hear a child crying Or a song of sweet melodic lying. But this night might not be like those. Tonight you keep searching in places untimed And tonight you will find that the only thing left Is your self you're letting go with lies: The self that slowly dies.

First you believe by between-tears, literature

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First you believe

first you believe then you decieve first you decide then you denied all that is true and all that compares all that is new and all that is theirs. then you believe and last you relieve then you betray and last comes decay of all that is real and all that you feel of nothing at all you solely fall and what was it then? what brought you that end? what was it that passed, so lonesome and fast? what light cry your eyes? who fed you those lies? your self left astray and dreams sent away... those who cannot speak, and all your fears they seak, a velvet darkness they need and out of your tears they feed... but first they

scream for silence by between-tears, literature

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scream for silence

Listen to the blur See the cries Taste the spirits Scream for silence Touch the peace of mind Inside Cut of glass and sound and nets Going deep inside regrets Need the lights Want the pulse Touch the plights Scream for silence In a blur of a night In the whirlwind of a fight In the beasts and devil's eyes In my own disputing lies What you hear, what you adore What you fear, what you ignore Screams and cries. Blood and lies Feel of need Naught to bleed Scream for silence, deep and pure Need the calling and your cure Listen hard to believe Scream for silence, to deceive.

in never and always by between-tears, literature

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in never and always

There is nothing in here There is nothing to fear It's my jump to complete What I thought was hidden deep What I said was me, was frail What you saw, were things to fail What has killed and filled and cried, What has burned and turned and died. My screams and black wings My dreams and broken strings In ever and always, sleep forever And when you awake, dream the never Like a poem of delay Like a calling of a pray In my eyes, my heart, my death In my fears, my songs and breath This feeling of a fall Emptiness of no recall A void inside this soul Coldness and no control In ever, in always I'll truly exist My feelings my ach

the moth diaries 2 by between-tears, literature

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the moth diaries 2

I flipped the pages And there you were on my floor so still and small so black and frail If you could speak, you'd scream I'm sure. But you kick your legs You flap your wings trying to fly, trying to get away from your misery I was wondering Could i put you out of your misery? I wonder, can i help you die there on my cold floor? There you are again Kicking and screaming I can light you up My smoke is drifting away I can help you but you can't help yourself We're not that different Yet there you are again In motion walking fast to end this silence But you can only see the darkness And once more your world turns upside

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just a whirlwind of my screams by between-tears, literature

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just a whirlwind of my screams

Find me a way out Give me what to say in doubt Give something to escape Reason why it is too late. Scream around and all in love. Hit my pillow, sky above Can't you see, can't you feel? What you see, it isn't real. Stab stab stab Blood comes out of my chest Not one of those Dreams, nightmares, I don't have much I hate this Nothing can make me feel now I am one of those who feels numb Who feels dumb Who feels like everything is about to come Who feels weak Who feels bleak Who feels like loneliness is not unique. I feel empty I feel sore I feel what you see, what you ignore. I feel pain I feel death I feel this is my la

flood by between-tears, literature

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flood

Not a fly Not a sigh I believe I care. What do you want? I need To scream But I can't breath I can't feel I can't see, where are you? Can you save me? Black nets, blood, a wolf And someone drowns Again Drowns The end, she drowns I drown in my angst In my own drama misery, in my life What is life? Who are you? Who am i? Do you love me? Do I love you? Do you know? Have you ever asked why the wind blows? Or why the stars shine? Do they? Can you question my logic? My feelings? Or maybe you haven't noticed... I died Long ago I drowned in my sighs and cries I drowned in my hopes and lies I drowned in my dreams and h

fragile glass by between-tears, literature

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fragile glass

Fragile motion On a braking base Fragile motion And your pale thin face Fragile form With the sun in my way Fragile form Hair waves at the end of the day Fragile soul Brakes through clouds of dust Fragile soul Eating me up from lust Fragile motion On a braking base Fragile motion And your pale thin face You look so fragile Come and get me I want to save you And brake down your wings In a perfect mass Of fragile glass

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this is just a contradiction by between-tears, literature

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this is just a contradiction

And now it's silence once again This is just a contradiction One to calculate my diction I feel no love around Just hate and pain The sound of silence gone past in cold And these words, I've spoken none It comes from deep inside A soul I once said to hide. But I'm tired I'm so fucking tired And I need love Unique, only, particular love Designed for me Made for me, sworn for me No second chances, Clear shots. Our beinning is our end and the messages we send Our future, my present, your past And these words let be my last But I can't reach my resolution Not my messed-up revolution But the end of every victim And a wi

in flames by between-tears, literature

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in flames

tales of dragons and fires on ice blue flamed flowers and heavy lies the stories of truth but all is gone now that the world has come undone in my dream they all begin and end once more, the dragons of war fear all over the horizon fallen glory of those left behind us thos kingdom's knights princess's fights of fear's plights lost in your lights armours shine bright under the glory of night the moon is dark as battle of angels and devils began and those are my dragons, my devils and gods me fears and stories, my dreams of frauds someday they will start again like a childhood memory hidden in depth dragons, fallen glory,

blue flames by between-tears, literature

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blue flames

Why do I dream, my dreams of fire? Why do I kill my last desire? In black of night And shadows of light Why do I dream the mirrors of plight? Why do I die, a death of pain? Why do I dream the fire in rain? My only retention Beyond redemption Why do I die in clouds of perfection? Why do I love, a love that's pail? Why do I live in glass that's frail? Of all that is true And corners of you Why do I love this sweet taboo? Why do I dream, my dreams of flame? Why do I burn my dearest shame? Climb up the tower In a dream's hour I dream a dream of blue blood flower.

meanings are endings by between-tears, literature

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meanings are endings

See, I don't believe in dreams come true I don't believe in me nor you I don't have love, nor hope, nor lust I don't have means nor voice, nor trust. All that's left is what fell behind All that's here I'm asked to find My self, my thoughts, my heart, my soul Meanings and endings and feelings of coal. It once was, but it isn't anymore I can't find a reason worth living for There is no pain to heal, no cry to cure Meanings are endings, for that I am sure.

document 2 by between-tears, literature

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document 2

Say you don't care Say you want it your way Slam my door Bomb my future Brake me down... Into so many pieces Did you, they, you even Care about us, our future Or demands? What if no one told you No one does Teenage rhymes, their own reality Our reality, yours, theirs, yours And no one told you Told us Why? Care? Need? Lust? Matter? Does it matter? No repetition no rhyme. No image Give me a reason Publish my soul Strip me of my pride And conscience No matter.

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Current Residence: my room
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between-tears

Oct 4, 2007

first... you believe

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Present this account. Literature account based on the ramblings of a 16-year-old while growing up, stuck somewhere in between depressive episodes and teenage drama. Stuck somewhere between tears and revolution. Author studying literature in greece, advanced critiques welcome. Friends: ~10grams (https://www.deviantart.com/10grams) :iconenter-madness: :iconcomali: :iconsAne-V: :iconpsychokiki: :iconarchangelik:

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between-tears

Dec 17, 2006

upload problems...

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there seems to be a problem with the uploads... i try to upload a file and every time i get a message saying that the file was not found. i hate this!! what do i have to do to get this right?

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Dec 14, 2006

belief

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"First, there is a time when we believe everything without reasons, then for a little while we believe with discrimination, then we believe nothing whatever, & then we believe everything again  and, moreover, give reasons why we believe everything." (George Christoph Lichtenberg) George Christoph Lichtenberg is considered to be today one of the best aphorists in the Western intellectual history. He was an 18th century German scientist, satirist and anglophile, most famous for a series of notebooks, the so-called "waste books", which included quotations that struck Lichtenberg, titles of books to read, autobiographical sketches, and sh

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PoetryOD

Dec 22, 2007

Merry Christmas!

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between-tears

Dec 29, 2007

merry christmas to you too honey! happy holidays, and I hope everything you wish for comes true

Hi there!
I placed 3rd in the Wake Up contest, and I was wondering if you could make a stamp for me?

Thank You!

between-tears

Dec 8, 2007

you know, one note is enough

sometimes you gotta check a person's online status to see whether they've recieved all the notes and comments you've left them. I haven't been online in over a week.

thank you too.

pAuiieee

Nov 11, 2007

hey, random deviant!!!

between-tears

Nov 11, 2007

hello to you too random person